Another year has come to a close. I accomplished less than I wanted to this year but feel like I am headed on the right track.
My lack of thirty before thirty accomplishments have been nagging at me. I don't feel like I am eating well or being well. I feel like everyday I am letting down everyone around me by not having a baby or not having a degree with some fancy pants job. I feel like I let my cats down by not buying super snooty cat food. It seems like everywhere I turn, I am faced with the feeling that I am not enough.
As 2015 begins, I want to stop feeling like this. I want to feel free to be enough. To feel like I am not letting anyone down by being myself. And to not feel like I am letting myself down. The first step, is to extend the thirty before thirty. Thirty-Five Before Thirty-Five. Take some time to enjoy the things I do, instead of feeling like I need to cram it all into the next 9 months to feel like I accomplished something.
So here is to trying to feel like I am enough. To trying to head into this year with open mind and heart so I can get myself back to some kind of good.
